April 2013
2 posts
March 2013
2 posts
Why does everybody have to rely on time? Why does time supposed to state what we are and what we will be? Why do I have to keep fucking over thinking things that would just put the world on my back and will fail to carry? Why can’t I just be perfect, and not make mistakes I didn’t mean to do? Why am I in the middle of the dark and the light? This is all bullshit, I am a big mother...
Too much love for my heart to handle
I’ll be holding your hands and see your beautiful face but would never be able to ask these plethora of questions. Will I see this past of who you are? Am I stopping your growth as a person? Must I accept the fact that too much love can kill us both? Do I love enough? Or do I love too much? Am I doing the right thing? Am I thinking too much?
I’m scared. I’m paranoid. Why must...
February 2013
2 posts
My eyes open,
Back embraced by loving warmth,
Thoughts racing yet my body still.
I dare not move else this ecstasy abruptly end.
Gentle hands pave way from stiff shoulders to my cold fingers.
Eyes closed, she is the sunshine that brings life.
Her hands retreat from my own.
Thoughts racing, I cannot move as she lays peacefully on my back.
Denied the pleasure to witness beauty yet privileged...
I just want to be okay
Scribbles, lots of scribbles. That’s all what is inside my head. Intense confusion building up at this moment. Noone to resort to, everyone else got their own problems. Their problems are of my concern and yet I cannot make a single thing to help them. Am I a horrible person? Do I look like I do not care? Please, be there for me. I need you. I am falling apart.
December 2012
1 post
November 2012
8 posts
Indulgence of fake Cotton Candy
The way you say those words were like cotton candy. So sweet and soft, but I shouldn’t indulge in it too much. ‘Cause I know if I did it’s gonna give me a serious nerve ache. I’m trying to stop but you keep me coming back for more even if I’m running out of spare coins, just spare coins.
October 2012
4 posts
I’m ready after months of thinking deeply and being in solitude, now is the time to start doing everything and just be there.
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September 2012
60 posts
tokyoinvader asked: greetings dude~ :)) i'm bringing my tumblr back to life. imma make it into a journal shit instead. i'm hipster that way *gags*
The revelations of a vast mind you barely...
It was a plain sheet of paper which slowly disintegrates into swirls of colors so many I’ve never seen in my set of crayons when I was twelve and gradually forms into vivid images I’m well-acquainted of right in front. It was you. It was me. But it wasn’t us.
As our bodies began to take shape and gain more definition both pair of eyes were drawn to each other. The eyes are...
Time to get things goinggg
Nervous, and excited. ‘Cause I’m leaving. I’m moving some place else. Finally I’ll be getting everything I’ve been craving for for months. A chance to drive my own car on my own road. No one bulging in, just me in solitude.
I have nothing else to ask for. As soon as I get there, I’ll be living my own life how I want it. It’s gonna be tough, but that’s how I like it. I can’t fucking wait.
There is a role for everyone you meet. Some will love you, and some will teach you. But the ones who are truly important are the ones who bring out the best in you. They are the rare and amazing people who remind you why it’s worth it.
I don’t have to waste my life on day dreaming anymore.
30 Interesting Dream Facts
psych-facts:
Every human dreams. There are tons of people who can’t remember their dreams when they wake up, but they still get them
Human beings spend roughly around 6 years of their lifetime dreaming
Sometimes we dream outside of our REM sleep (Rapid Eye Movement)
Thousands of years ago, the Egyptians were the first to create adream dictionaryin 4000 B.C.E
We roughly spend around 1/3 of our...
THESE ARE ACTUALLY GOOD QUESTIONS. →
the person i like and why i like them.
a famous person i’ve been compared to.
5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.
the best thing that has happened to me this week.
weird things i do when i’m alone.
how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.
things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.
my last night out in detail.
something that makes me sad when i think about...
I honestly was currently in a phase of lacking assurance in my art, but I think I’m starting to get myself last night.
Listen
The brilliance of the Incubi
The Comprimise Let’s keep it short and simple for the people who have short attention spans.
The world is stupid. And life is miserable.
Not the words of an emo person. These are the words of the enlightened.
The sooner we know that life is hard and that the world won’t help, the sooner we’ll find peace.
Your heart is not made for love but you try so hard to get it. Once...
people: you have to be more lady like
me: suck my dick
You always seem to be in search of the perfect person, unfortunately, that does not exist.
I got popular for something that isn’t really what I want. So I let it go, hid myself, and soon when I’m ready I will unleash my real inner self. ‘Cause I know one day I will have my day of real triumph and success.
“The (500) Days of Summer attitude of “He wants you so bad” seems attractive to some women and men, especially younger ones, but I would encourage anyone who has a crush on my character to watch it again and examine how selfish he is. He develops a mildly delusional obsession over a girl onto whom he projects all these fantasies. He thinks she’ll give his life meaning because he doesn’t care about...
