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Fri, 05 Apr 2013 02:48:58 +0900

Why does everybody have to rely on time? Why does time supposed to state what we are and what we...

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 01:37:01 +0900

Why does everybody have to rely on time? Why does time supposed to state what we are and what we will be? Why do I have to keep fucking over thinking things that would just put the world on my back and will fail to carry? Why can’t I just be perfect, and not make mistakes I didn’t mean to do? Why am I in the middle of the dark and the light? This is all bullshit, I am a big mother fucking disappointment and fuck whatever. I don’t have enough hope for myself.

Too much love for my heart to handle

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 05:27:12 +0900

I’ll be holding your hands and see your beautiful face but would never be able to ask these plethora of questions. Will I see this past of who you are? Am I stopping your growth as a person? Must I accept the fact that too much love can kill us both? Do I love enough? Or do I love too much? Am I doing the right thing? Am I thinking too much?

I’m scared. I’m paranoid. Why must love be like this, putting me in a rollercoaster ride? I think I know everything, that I can handle everything smoothly. Look at me now, without even a clue of what to do except to keep on going.

My eyes open, Back embraced by loving warmth, Thoughts racing yet my body still. I dare not move...

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 12:40:35 +0900

My eyes open,
Back embraced by loving warmth,
Thoughts racing yet my body still.
I dare not move else this ecstasy abruptly end.
Gentle hands pave way from stiff shoulders to my cold fingers.
Eyes closed, she is the sunshine that brings life.
Her hands retreat from my own.
Thoughts racing, I cannot move as she lays peacefully on my back.
Denied the pleasure to witness beauty yet privileged to hear and feel her soul.
The life she gave me in such short notice is taken once again as I fall into a soothing slumber.
Where I can peer into the window of her heart and provide the fuel for the furnace that radiates to me.
I love you Eli.

I just want to be okay

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 04:58:46 +0900

Scribbles, lots of scribbles. That’s all what is inside my head. Intense confusion building up at this moment. Noone to resort to, everyone else got their own problems. Their problems are of my concern and yet I cannot make a single thing to help them. Am I a horrible person? Do I look like I do not care? Please, be there for me. I need you. I am falling apart.

Perquisition from within.

Mon, 24 Dec 2012 17:45:09 +0900

Perquisition from within.

mirandasexnoise: awdray: Those last four lines though the...

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 15:10:26 +0900

mirandasexnoise:

awdray:

Those last four lines though

the last four lines yes

Indulgence of fake Cotton Candy

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 15:06:42 +0900

The way you say those words were like cotton candy. So sweet and soft, but I shouldn’t indulge in it too much. ‘Cause I know if I did it’s gonna give me a serious nerve ache. I’m trying to stop but you keep me coming back for more even if I’m running out of spare coins, just spare coins.

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Wed, 21 Nov 2012 12:02:29 +0900

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Wed, 21 Nov 2012 11:58:04 +0900

insanity-and-vanity: This makes my heart ache.

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 11:55:24 +0900

insanity-and-vanity:

This makes my heart ache.

cderby: huge. true. every. day.

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 11:53:03 +0900

cderby:

huge. true. every. day.

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Sat, 10 Nov 2012 14:34:28 +0900

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Sat, 10 Nov 2012 14:23:51 +0900

I’m ready after months of thinking deeply and being in solitude, now is the time to start...

Thu, 18 Oct 2012 13:03:27 +0900

I’m ready after months of thinking deeply and being in solitude, now is the time to start doing everything and just be there.

Follow my public blog will update it soon: unidentifiedfuckingobject.tumblr.com

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Thu, 18 Oct 2012 13:00:56 +0900

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Mon, 01 Oct 2012 21:30:07 +0900

greetings dude~ :)) i'm bringing my tumblr back to life. imma make it into a journal shit instead. i'm hipster that way gags

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 21:24:45 +0900

I followed back na! c:

The revelations of a vast mind you barely recognized I (September 27, 2012)

Sat, 29 Sep 2012 20:46:11 +0900

It was a plain sheet of paper which slowly disintegrates into swirls of colors so many I’ve never seen in my set of crayons when I was twelve and gradually forms into vivid images I’m well-acquainted of right in front. It was you. It was me. But it wasn’t us.

As our bodies began to take shape and gain more definition both pair of eyes were drawn to each other. The eyes are windows to our souls.

Why such imagery is created in the subconscious? Why are we etched on the same particular extent of surface? Is this the same image made on yours?

All questions asked, none were answered. The formation of scenes continues.

We’ve not realized. We were given the chance become a beautiful painting displayed in our gallery of memories. Suddenly all it takes was a spill of black obliterative ink of fear, doubt, and pride to ruin it. Time was wasted, and we were thrown away like trash.

SENDING BRAIN WAVE SIGNALS...

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Why does everybody have to rely on time? Why does time supposed to state what we are and what we...

Too much love for my heart to handle

My eyes open, Back embraced by loving warmth, Thoughts racing yet my body still. I dare not move...

I just want to be okay

Perquisition from within.

mirandasexnoise: awdray: Those last four lines though the...

Indulgence of fake Cotton Candy

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insanity-and-vanity: This makes my heart ache.

cderby: huge. true. every. day.

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I’m ready after months of thinking deeply and being in solitude, now is the time to start...

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greetings dude~ :)) i'm bringing my tumblr back to life. imma make it into a journal shit instead. i'm hipster that way *gags*

The revelations of a vast mind you barely recognized I (September 27, 2012)

greetings dude~ :)) i'm bringing my tumblr back to life. imma make it into a journal shit instead. i'm hipster that way gags